Reading Wasted by Marya Hornbacher. For the third time.
Actually, I have it on PDF if anyone wants a copy.
Tomorrow's the beginning of my fixing things. I've been eating and purging since january 7. I fasted the first week of the year, and will start again tomorrow, but with an exception. Instead of a true fast, I WILL allow almond milk (unsweet vanilla). Max 2.5 cups. Max 100 calories.
Good deal.
I know.... but so many willing steps backward are frustrating in hindsight. But you're right, I went that far, I can go again.
ReplyDeleteAnd hello.
Thanks for the comment - yes I find art is a great outlet and distraction from life :) I'm reading back through your blog :)
ReplyDeleteOo could you sendme wasted please? I've been lookingfor an online coppy for ages, but there aren't any free ones :/ it's dreaming-skinny@hotmail.com :)
Lottie x
sent! :)
DeleteFasting won't help anything.. it just slows down the metabolism so when you do eat they weight will stay on the body.
ReplyDeleteAnd also, it wont make you think straight.
ED will have even more control... its not you who wants to fast, its ED.