day 1

I'm quite ashamed to list these things, but I have to for my own records.  This is where I'm at right now:

• 134 pounds (almost to my highest weight, it's killing me)
• need abilify and pristiq to be ok
• need nyquil to sleep
• not making bed
• not doing laundry
• not cleaning room
• not doing schoolwork
• skipping classes

wow.  I hope this will mostly or all change in the next 35 days.

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